Friday, June 27, 2008
Ahhs, finally the exam is over. Well, I am a little disappointed with myself for not practising my chemistry and maths more. I might fail my chem and get a U grade for maths... For the rest, it aint too bad, didnt need much practise only memorization, which was probably why i did better. Whats over is over, I shall be more hardworking in practising for chemistry and maths. But for Bio I must say I think I did quite well hahas(: I LOVE BIO! Yay. Woohoos next week is lecture week meaning no hw! Just hours of boring lectures thats all. YES!
People, people join me in puzzle pirates! Hahas unless you absolutely hate puzzles, you should at least like the game a little.
Should an uneventful week be a good or bad thing? I wonder.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Sorry guys didnt post for almost one week already. Nothing really interesting happened, except that i did some studying in preparation for my mid years. Ewww, the sound of that word just kinda brings out the moody feeling in me. The feeling of sitting there in the hall and classroom for a few hours doing one paper just kinda sucks, holding that pen writing for hours. Argh. Sheer agony. Cant wait for next week to be over, well luckily i only have four days of exams, though all are cramped up. Sitting for exams from 8 to 4 is no joke. Hahhas...
Oh yeas, anybody want to play puzzle pirates with me? hahas. I got no friends to play with! Its an online game. Do tell do tell me if you are interest or have the slightest interest! xDD
Hmms, cell group this week did give me a kick in the butt. Must really do more for my connect group, as my buddies have said, being a leader is a privilege. Must work for it, time to get those needs met! I have not been doing alot for my connect group actually, only organising prayer conferences. Going beyond that is really a must!
Ok then,I sitll have got lots of studying to do. BBYEBYES!(:
Thank you for that job!(: Extra income!YAY!
Thank you for forgiving me!(:
Monday, June 16, 2008
I have not done anything thats productive today, i just feel too sad, too unhappy. I just wanted you to change, but i was just too harsh, too unfeeling, too unempathetic. If i could turn back time, i would have taken back those words and stabbed my heart with it. If only, I had waited to hear what you had to say, and if you had waited to hear what i had to say, this probably wouldnt have happened. I will take that blame for this happening. Just please, forgive me will you? All i wanted was for you to change, never to hurt you. How can i bear to hurt you?
Sunday, June 15, 2008
What a long and tiring day it has been. I aint feeling very happy nor very sad. Just one whole big jug of tangled and messed up emotions. I feel disappointed, I feel happy, I feel touched, I feel blessed, I feel sad, I feel lonely, I feel pressed down on every single side. There is a storm brewing, I just know it. The Devil is coming closer and closer each day, trying to take me away from God, trying to let those damned temptations block me. FREAK YOU DEVIL! SHOVE YOUR ASS BACK INTO HELL! FREAKING GET YOUR ASS BACK TO WHERE IT BELONGS! NEVER TRY TO TEMPT ME NEVER TRY TO BLOCK THE LIGHT AND BRING DARKNESS YOU IDIOT, YOU WILL LOSE MISERABLY. Devil, let me tell you, youre this miserable wretched coward who hides in darkness, knowing full well that youre just plain scared of the LIGHT.
Hahas dont mind me peeps, I have just conquered the Devil. LOL. You might have thought that i went bonkers there, let me assure you i am still sane(:
On a lighter note, I was just totally happy that i touched my father's heart with simple words. It is father's day you know, Must spend time with you and the family. Hahaas we went to watch NEVER BACK DOWN! A must-watch show, especially for boxing fans! (P.S. SHAWN SIM DO TAKE NOTE) I LOVED HIS FIGHTING SPIRIT, how he stood up for friends, how he perservered through all the harddd trainings to become the BEST! OH yeas, i loved the eight and six packs shown in the show, they were just simply lovely. I am inspired to train harder man! WOO HOOS! Soon, very soon, i shall see four becoming six then EIGHT!(:
Last but not least, a tip for all you guys who need financial blessings from your parents, TOUCH THEIR HEARTS! LOL, but of course, never do that with the ulterior motive of getting that converse shoe, or Ed Hardy Shoe, but mean it with all your heart. An open and touched heart, is the easiest way to get a person to do ANYTHING, BUT, use that wisely, for a good purpose. DISCLAIMER:I shall not be responsible consequences be it bad or good(most likely bad)that sons or daughters or friends have caused to happen on their parents and friends. ((:
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Whew, being sick is no joke man. Having a cold, cough, a slight flu and a little headache is enough to kill me. Seems a little too much of coincidence that everybody is falling sick after coming back from camp?
Sometimes, i just want to push all my leadership positiions aside and be a normal person having time for studies and fun. Project work, revision added together is a deadly concoction enough to make you fall to the ground. Oh man, Lord ah Lord give me strength and the capacity! I need Your strength and multi-tasking abilities! Actually, being a leader is indeed a privilege! I must continue to work hard in serving my friends and bringing them joy!(:
The burden to get my father for tomorrow's service and eventually saved is getting heavier and heavier as fathers day is drawing closer and closer. I really want to see my whole family saved! My mum and I are saved, now its my fathers and brothers turn. I just want to thank the Lord for getting my brother's friend to get my brother to go to church! PTL! Lord, I am believing in you for that!(: Cant wait to see my whole family saved!
On a funnier note, I saw this gothic shirt yesterday at Bugis St. and I think it looks soo cool, I want it man! But Kiu Yan who was walking around with me was telling me in the train that nobody wears that walking on the streets only to partys or maybe pubs. Nvm, I shall start that trend and fashion then! MUAHAHAHHAS!
Friday, June 13, 2008
Hey guys I promise i will update this blog more often and will not leave it to rot like all the others! xD
Just back from camp phenomena on Wednesday, but still feeling the after effects of it. Hahas, tiredness, flu, itchy throat.
Oh wells nvm, I enjoyed the camp thoroughly! Though the this year's camp's games werent so good, I think this year's camp was much better in the sense that my personal encounters with God were so much more real and touching! Furthermore, I have learnt how to be more effective in my praising, worshiping and if i ever do, preaching! I shall rise up and get that OM status!
I was also more involved with my team helping Richard organize the team and helping out with the camp's sound! It was a cooool experience!
I must say that this year's team is very zai! JUDAH you ROCK! Keep it up guys!(: YOU made my experience in camp a totally memorable and enjoyable one!
Likes about this year's camp:
Sessions
Night game
The drama in the night session (you rocked drama team!)
the friendships formed
Mock cell group(though time consuming in terms of preparation)
Dislikes about this year's camp:
Time efficiency
My personal comment for each of you guys in the team:
Sarah-WooHoos, a person who shares lots of similar interests with me!
Richard-A very good friend
Manosh-Comical and lovable
Jireh-Nice ideas you have in your head, helpful
Clarence-Friendly, Laughably laughable
Damien-Hardworking especially for the lollipop!
Terecia-A joy to be with
Joey-Quiet worker behind the scenes
Elvis-One who you can rely on
Louisa-A soon to be leader
Kenvin-A great guy to talk to
Ivan-Really helpful, soon to be great guitarist
Jeff-A Wonderful singer cum guitarist
Joycelyn-Able to rise up really fast if you focus
Eunice-A person who can really relate to girls
TEAM JUDAH-Overall great team who really supports and encourages each other, a joy to the leaders taking them!(:
Thank you to:
Edmund Tay(for the great sessions)
Lucas Chia and Karen+others who acted in the drama(touched me till i almost cried uncontrallably)
Jared(praying for me and commenting on my offering msg)
Everybody who made the camp possible!(:
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to(countless) for html code help :) (esp.cyn'and sixseven)
Adobe Photoshop Elements for supernatural abilities
