Ohhh nooos. 1 moree month to promos. Time flies when you are sooo busy. Sometimes I wish i had gone to poly, much less stressful and more fun. But that ambition that i want gives me no choice. That medcine faculty is all that i have in my sights.

Dr. Peter Wagner preached a word today that i could really apply to the problems in my life, to all the temptations. The verse with John the apostle casting the demon out of the temple of Diana showed me that we should look to God in times of temptation and He will provide a way out for us.

Ohh man today was kinda scary, first time serving on stage all alone for sound ministry. I actually wanted to tell my team leader to put somebody with me as i dont really get some stuff. But i decided to have faith and went ahead anyways. Ouchies man. The keyboardist snapped at me when I didnt get what she wanted. Then, i made quite a few mistakes and some consequences werent too pretty. But the encouragement and the praise from some of the sound crew peeps made it worthwhile, plus all the experience and knowledge gained.

Can I not do project work anymore pleasse? What a waste of time, stealing away our precious time for studying.

God oh God please multiply my time.

You lead me...
...in paths of righteousness...

A great walk with God
A great student.
A great neurosurgeon.
A great wife
A great son.


No more procrastination


You are the salt of the earth. But what good is salt if it has lost its flavor? Can you make it salty again? It will be thrown out and trampled underfoot as worthless.
“You are the light of the world—like a city on a hilltop that cannot be hidden.No one lights a lamp and then puts it under a basket. Instead, a lamp is placed on a stand, where it gives light to everyone in the house.In the same way, let your good deeds shine out for all to see, so that everyone will praise your heavenly Father.
Matthew 5:6-13

You lead me...
...in paths of righteousness...

Right now, I am feeling really happy and satisfied with myself. Though I might have gotten pretty bad results like BUUEDD for bio, math, chem, econs, GP and Chinese, I feel that i have not wasted my time this week. It was a suppper charged one. Running here and there, trying to multi-task between PW, HW and CG was a little tough but in the end it turned out alright! I love you guys, you make my school life bearable!(: P.S. that was for my clique of 4.


New experience for most of the connect group leaders for this week's cg i guess. Planning and executing a simple game aint so simple after all. But somehow i just love to see people playing the game you have created and i thoroughly enjoyed it. Praise was quite good, even with newcomers, you did great P6s and all the new people! Somehow, todays CG reinspired me as a Christian once again. It made me think about love, how we should love our siblings, how we should go around loving people we dont even know and especially God. I just feel the passion within me burning stronger than ever. Praise the Lord! We have people around us for a reason and the sole reason being that God wants us to form bonds and relationships with them. Then love them for who they are. I feel that each and every Christian has to do that, and do that well. That is the foundation of all foundations. I kept thinking about love, how people have loved me after todays cg. It touched me to just see members going around mixing with the P6 peeps and the other newcomers, trying to get them warmed up. Lets continue praying and fasting for them. Btw, just an added extra the fooood was yummmmy. It indeed was yummmmmy. LOVE, was all i felt.

You lead me...
...in paths of righteousness...

Ahhs, finally the exam is over. Well, I am a little disappointed with myself for not practising my chemistry and maths more. I might fail my chem and get a U grade for maths... For the rest, it aint too bad, didnt need much practise only memorization, which was probably why i did better. Whats over is over, I shall be more hardworking in practising for chemistry and maths. But for Bio I must say I think I did quite well hahas(: I LOVE BIO! Yay. Woohoos next week is lecture week meaning no hw! Just hours of boring lectures thats all. YES!

People, people join me in puzzle pirates! Hahas unless you absolutely hate puzzles, you should at least like the game a little.

Should an uneventful week be a good or bad thing? I wonder.

You lead me...
...in paths of righteousness...

Sorry guys didnt post for almost one week already. Nothing really interesting happened, except that i did some studying in preparation for my mid years. Ewww, the sound of that word just kinda brings out the moody feeling in me. The feeling of sitting there in the hall and classroom for a few hours doing one paper just kinda sucks, holding that pen writing for hours. Argh. Sheer agony. Cant wait for next week to be over, well luckily i only have four days of exams, though all are cramped up. Sitting for exams from 8 to 4 is no joke. Hahhas...

Oh yeas, anybody want to play puzzle pirates with me? hahas. I got no friends to play with! Its an online game. Do tell do tell me if you are interest or have the slightest interest! xDD

Hmms, cell group this week did give me a kick in the butt. Must really do more for my connect group, as my buddies have said, being a leader is a privilege. Must work for it, time to get those needs met! I have not been doing alot for my connect group actually, only organising prayer conferences. Going beyond that is really a must!

Ok then,I sitll have got lots of studying to do. BBYEBYES!(:

Thank you for that job!(: Extra income!YAY!

Thank you for forgiving me!(:

You lead me...
...in paths of righteousness...

I have not done anything thats productive today, i just feel too sad, too unhappy. I just wanted you to change, but i was just too harsh, too unfeeling, too unempathetic. If i could turn back time, i would have taken back those words and stabbed my heart with it. If only, I had waited to hear what you had to say, and if you had waited to hear what i had to say, this probably wouldnt have happened. I will take that blame for this happening. Just please, forgive me will you? All i wanted was for you to change, never to hurt you. How can i bear to hurt you?

You lead me...
...in paths of righteousness...

What a long and tiring day it has been. I aint feeling very happy nor very sad. Just one whole big jug of tangled and messed up emotions. I feel disappointed, I feel happy, I feel touched, I feel blessed, I feel sad, I feel lonely, I feel pressed down on every single side. There is a storm brewing, I just know it. The Devil is coming closer and closer each day, trying to take me away from God, trying to let those damned temptations block me. FREAK YOU DEVIL! SHOVE YOUR ASS BACK INTO HELL! FREAKING GET YOUR ASS BACK TO WHERE IT BELONGS! NEVER TRY TO TEMPT ME NEVER TRY TO BLOCK THE LIGHT AND BRING DARKNESS YOU IDIOT, YOU WILL LOSE MISERABLY. Devil, let me tell you, youre this miserable wretched coward who hides in darkness, knowing full well that youre just plain scared of the LIGHT.

Hahas dont mind me peeps, I have just conquered the Devil. LOL. You might have thought that i went bonkers there, let me assure you i am still sane(:

On a lighter note, I was just totally happy that i touched my father's heart with simple words. It is father's day you know, Must spend time with you and the family. Hahaas we went to watch NEVER BACK DOWN! A must-watch show, especially for boxing fans! (P.S. SHAWN SIM DO TAKE NOTE) I LOVED HIS FIGHTING SPIRIT, how he stood up for friends, how he perservered through all the harddd trainings to become the BEST! OH yeas, i loved the eight and six packs shown in the show, they were just simply lovely. I am inspired to train harder man! WOO HOOS! Soon, very soon, i shall see four becoming six then EIGHT!(:

Last but not least, a tip for all you guys who need financial blessings from your parents, TOUCH THEIR HEARTS! LOL, but of course, never do that with the ulterior motive of getting that converse shoe, or Ed Hardy Shoe, but mean it with all your heart. An open and touched heart, is the easiest way to get a person to do ANYTHING, BUT, use that wisely, for a good purpose. DISCLAIMER:I shall not be responsible consequences be it bad or good(most likely bad)that sons or daughters or friends have caused to happen on their parents and friends. ((:

You lead me...
...in paths of righteousness...